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[17 Nov 2004|01:32pm]
oh and ps--


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[15 Nov 2004|09:58pm]
life pisses me off.

suuuuuure does.

um. I think Im officially abandoing my livejournal. I don't much feel like updating it anymore. Livejournal just makes me angry and stuff.
I'll still read my friends page and comment, btu don't think that I died off if I don't update.

I might make another livejournal at some point but as for right now i just dont like the internet.
or the computer.
or livejournal.

my head hurts and i feel like im going to puke.
that is all.

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[12 Nov 2004|01:03pm]
GurlzRfun69: look at lauren bein all sexy


hahaha she left a comment on my myspace account that reads:
Nov 12, 2004 10:02 AM
Wooo hoooo im the first to post a coment in ure space :P o0o0o look at lauren gettin all sexy with her bad self :) Hummen ummen n soo what if im studly? U want it :P

ahaha i <3 laurel.

the latest pic of herCollapse )
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[11 Nov 2004|08:45am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Cauterize-Promise MeCollapse )

Matchboook Romance- She'll never understandCollapse )

Straylight Run- Toolsheds and Hot tubsCollapse )

Songs I've been listening to a lot...well..minus the straylight run song cos i don't have it on cd or anything. But i know about it and well yeah. I wanted to post it.
that is all.

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[10 Nov 2004|05:53pm]
I haven't been on livejournal in what feels like forever.
I can't even think of anything to update about.
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[27 Oct 2004|03:55pm]
i feel like throwing up.
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[25 Oct 2004|08:13pm]
PredictableCollapse )</font>
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[25 Oct 2004|03:39pm]
[ mood | cold ]

So I kept getting woken up by the phone today.

The first time it rang i wanted to jump out of bed out of instinct because it's usually kerri who calls and wakes me up. but i knew it wouldnt be her so i went back to sleep.
then the phone did it again and i got tired of hearing it and it was lisa.
so i just kinda woke up and jumped online for the simple fact that i cant stand waking up and not checking my email to just see if kerri made an attempt to contact me.

today she did.
I got online and checked my email and she wrote me twice.
i expected this. The minute she was alone and she didnt have any of her old friends arond her, for some reason i knew that she was going to contact me.
she even called me.
and i'll call her back.
silly me.
im so stupid for her and im just not going to quit untill she drives me to the brink of complete insanity.

i dont know. i cant even begin to explain the things im going through right now. the confusion...all the thoughts. the wondering...you know all of that.
i dont know...i dont even know how to fucking feel any more. i hate it.

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Shane is SEX. [11 Oct 2004|11:24pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Survey for lovers so I did it on KeRRi...cos shes my big fat dykey lover, lolCollapse )

wow, I'm so cold. My daddy let me on the computer for now. I suppose thats good becuause if he knew i was on earlier he'd prolly be peaasshed. lol but he told me he didnt change the password and that its still the same so maybe h e just wont change it. that'll be cool.

i got an email yesterday telling me my paid account is running out.
i feel like 2 months is such a short amount of time but i feel like it akes forever to go by in livejournal world. i need money to buy a new lj account...even though i havente boughten my first one or my second one...BUT i cant cont on kerri lynn to alwyas buy my livejournals lol.
sorry that was the longest run on sentance everrr.

My shoulders hurt and my fingers are freezing.
thats all.

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[18 Sep 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | artistic ]

The Rainbow SongCollapse )

I just found this on a google image search.
My parents used to sing that song to me when I was a kid.
Thats why I'm gay =P

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[16 Sep 2004|03:22pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]


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[15 Sep 2004|03:30pm]
livejournal you douche bag, i fucking hate you.
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[10 Sep 2004|10:07pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

aw my little brother is SO cute.

he just got home and he came in the room with a bag and hes like "would you like one?" and he gave me a vanilla creme soda from swiss farms.

aww I <33 him, hes so toote lol


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[08 Sep 2004|02:23pm]
[ mood | calm ]

So I called my mom at work and talked to her for a while.
It started out as a conversation about what intially was wrong with my teeth but turned into an hour long conversation about work, illnesses we both have, school, my room and how she packed up all my things nicely, and...*sniffle* Petey died.


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[31 Aug 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | amused ]

1. Take your LJ username and replace each letter with the corresponding number (A=1, B=2, etc...).
B 2
E 5
A 1
U 21
T 20
Y 25

X 26

C 3
R 18
I 9
E 5
S 19

2. Add all of the numbers together to create a kind of super number.

3. Add the digits of the number together.

4. Find the post of this number in your LJ. If you don't have that many posts, add the digits together again.

5. Take the digit you noted in step 3, and count that many words into the post.

6. Use the resulting word in a Google Image Search, and select a picture from the first page and post the results for all of us to see!

haha, that was fun!

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[25 Aug 2004|10:05pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I love Kerri.


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[19 Aug 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | amused ]

can't deny it...can't can't can't do it!Collapse )

I'm such a stud. =P

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[16 Aug 2004|12:18am]
[ mood | amused ]

The randomness of me and Missy last April...hahah funny ass pictures...Collapse )

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[15 Aug 2004|11:59pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ImBlondeSoIMme: hey hilary duff, where in the hell do you keep going?
WoteaseeblorY: lmao hilary duff?
ImBlondeSoIMme: lol well i was gonna say lindsay lohan but she's an ugly swan.
ImBlondeSoIMme: she fell off the china boat from mexico.
ImBlondeSoIMme: that ugly tree humper.
ImBlondeSoIMme: grr
WoteaseeblorY: hahhahahahahaha
ImBlondeSoIMme: she's like an airbrush tan..... cheap, found in a bottle, worthless, orange and sold at nearly every drugstore on the east coast.
ImBlondeSoIMme: can i hear a alleluia?
WoteaseeblorY: lololol
ImBlondeSoIMme: i know, we should start the next world war with a sea attack on lindsay lohan

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piccies [18 Jul 2004|06:17pm]
[ mood | calm ]

The pictures I took in VTCollapse )

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